I got this quote in my inbox today. I wasn't really looking for anything. I wasn't really interested in anything. I just wanted to relax on a Saturday, do nothing, be nothing. When BAM! God dropped on on my spirit. Check this out and see if it doesn't kick you out of you malaise:
"My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is Heaven, my road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions are few, my guide is reliable, my mission is clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, diluted, or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of adversity, negotiate... at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in a maze of mediocrity. I won't give up, shut up, let up, or slow up."~ Robert Moorehead I've hit a wall so to speak in my life right now. Not the kind of wall that makes you want to stop but the kind that you want to scale. Have you ever been there. When you know that there is really only two choices? Give up or Go up!
That is where I am right now. I am at an impasse that only massive change through massive action can surmount. Do you know what I mean?
I love God so much right now. He neither pushes nor ignores. He is talking to me and reminding me that He is there but He will not take down the wall. He truly will never leave you nor forsake you. He does let you stew in your own juices though...